It's frustrating how my brain is so stupid. If all my friends are close to this one person I'm not close to, instead of trying to get closer to that person, I sort of ignore them. I WANT to get closer to that person, yet my brain won't let me. It tells me that I lost my chance to get close to him/her so now I'll never be able to. How retarded. All I have to do is go up to that person and talk. The more I put it off, the more awkward it'll get, so I should at least try! Goodness gracious.
It's getting more and more tempting to cuss. Haha. I guess it's because so many people around me do it. I don't want to cuss cause I don't find it necessary and I don't want it to become a habit, yet I find myself cussing once in a while at home. Hopefully it won't get too bad. I don't mind it when others cuss (as long as it's not too much) but I don't want my own mouth to say that filth.
Tomorrow's the divisional banquet for Key Club! I'm super excited. I hope I'm able to get closer to more people. :]
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